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When I was a young boy 
I was honest and I had more self-control 
If I was tempted I would run 
Then, when I got older 
I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted 
When I wanted it 
- And I wanted it 
Now, I'm having trouble differentiating 
Between what I want 
And what I need 
To make me happy 
So instead of thinking I just stop 
Before I have the chance to contemplate the 
Consequences of action 

And I will turn off 
And I will shut down 
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground 
And I will turn off 
And I will shut down 
The chemicals are restless in my head 

'Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my flawed design 

And ever since I figured out 
That I could control other people 
I've had trouble sleeping 
With both eyes closed 
And if I asked permission 
If I make sure it's ok 
I promise I won't slip up this time 
You can trust me 
But never take advice from someone 
Who just admitted to being devious 
Who just confessed to treason 
And I would ask 
That you never ask a question 
That I cannot ask myself 
For it might 
Dirty up your conscience 

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Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my - 

And how can you say those things 
Why can't you just believe? 
And how can you say those things 
And keep a straight face? 
And how can you say those things 
Why can't you just believe? 
And how can you say those things 
And keep a straight face? 

'Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my - 
'Cuz I lie 
And if I could control it 
Maybe I could leave it all behind 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is all a part of my 
Flawed design

At first glance, thought shes too good to be true

Walking in he just didn’t have a clue

After the first ice breaker words

His body relaxed enough to stop the shake

As he sits there listening to her voice

A Thought Comes to his mind, “I made the right choice”

Going out for dinner in a fancy dress

Goes just right with the tie on his chest

The night goes from early to late

Of course they can both walk straight

Back to his house for a late night show

Just long enough so he can see her face glow

All weekend these two spent time together

Rain, Snow, Sun doesn’t matter the weather

They can stare at each other for hours

All she can think about are her flowers

Soft words speak from her lips

He listens closely with his hands on her hips

No one makes me feel the way you do

She looked away, looked back and then he knew

The fairy tail weekend came to an end

The trip away he always found words to send

He just wants to hold her like the week before

And hope he can have date number four

Valentines day is always filled with love

A day when happiness falls from above

How she feels is something he shares

Just look into the eyes of how much he cares

Once again, hands are placed on her hips

He closes his eyes and goes in for her lips

Its valentines day once a year

With you I have no fear

this weekend started out with a long drive home

and we planned on going to the dome

that brilliant idea was shortly postponed

i just looked at the ground and groaned

later that night turned out to be quite the time

got all the booze ready with the tequila and the wonderful lime

turned on the fireplace and had that fire burning smokin hot

i put one more log in, a spark hit my hand, and felt like id been shot

as the night went on we got more and more drunk

i had an idea to run outside and sit in joshs trunk

bad idea its cold, raining and im warm inside

so im stariting to feel a little sick mabey i need a drinking guide

one beer, 2 beer, 3 beer more

im running out and i need to get more from the store

there is vodka upstairs

mabey ill take a walk over there

i think you can guess the rest

grabbed the vodka, sat on the couch and made a little nest

woke up this morning with a throbbing head

just so happy i was sitting in bed