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6月2日

Last Straw

Last Straw.....
 
and of course you know exactly who this is written for...for how long have i been going back to you and trying to fix this problem? a while...and what do i get? not to mention your other friends? nothing....one of a kind....im saying as they call it the last straw is gone.... if you want to sort this out...lets...but dont make up excuses to why you cant be somewhere and so on
5月23日

Website

Hey Everyone
 
Take a look at my website there are new pics from Sydney and another Horton party haha
 
 
A-Town
5月19日

talk

if you have something to say to me...say it to me and not to someone else then it finally get to me...your 19 now...grow up...and act your age cause friends wont be around forever...the more you push them away the less they will want to come back and also maybe the ones cloest to you are going away and your so caught up in your own stuff you dont even notice....
 
Have A Nice Day
5月8日

Flawed Design

When I was a young boy 
I was honest and I had more self-control 
If I was tempted I would run 
Then, when I got older 
I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted 
When I wanted it 
- And I wanted it 
Now, I'm having trouble differentiating 
Between what I want 
And what I need 
To make me happy 
So instead of thinking I just stop 
Before I have the chance to contemplate the 
Consequences of action 
And I will turn off 
And I will shut down 
Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground 
And I will turn off 
And I will shut down 
The chemicals are restless in my head 

'Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my flawed design 

And ever since I figured out 
That I could control other people 
I've had trouble sleeping 
With both eyes closed 
And if I asked permission 
If I make sure it's ok 
I promise I won't slip up this time 
You can trust me 
But never take advice from someone 
Who just admitted to being devious 
Who just confessed to treason 
And I would ask 
That you never ask a question 
That I cannot ask myself 
For it might 
Dirty up your conscience 

'
Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my - 

And how can you say those things 
Why can't you just believe? 
And how can you say those things 
And keep a straight face? 
And how can you say those things 
Why can't you just believe? 
And how can you say those things 
And keep a straight face? 

'Cuz I lie 
Not because I want to 
But I seem to need to 
All the time 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is 
All a part of my - 
'Cuz I lie 
And if I could control it 
Maybe I could leave it all behind 
Yeah, I lie 
And I don't even know it 
Maybe this is all a part of my 
Flawed design
4月3日

Grudge

sitting infront of this computer everynight playing games...watching movies....studying...playing guitar...sounds alright? i guess so but sometimes it just sucks there are times where the mind races like i dont know but it just goes fast and you think of everything that has gone wrong and cant help but want to go back and fix those things but at the same point if they were to be fixed would we be where we are today?    no one knows that answer...
 
still though the worst is sitting here and seeing everything unfold and the worst thing to watch is people being too stuborn (i cant spell deal with it) there are many things to hold a grudge over just too bad some people cant let things go and look at the big picture compared to taking an easy way out or a tempary fix....what can you do...then you start are you even needed anymore sure you are by the ones that care for you but what about the ones that you care for but they dont care for you anymore...dont want to talk to you but there is always days that pass where you feel something missing...being in a place away from home
 
more random thoughts...just for people that hold grudges...fuck off...grow up...thats a little blunt but seriously look at the big picture there is more to life...
3月23日

My WebSite

New Pics And Pages Have Been Added
 
3月21日

Fate

Have you watched the news lately? well the war is still going on and lots and lots of people are dieing i just dont like to have supper and hear about that during a time were i have my feet up relaxing, so just a little something cause i hate seeing this crap...
 
 
Ever feel liKe everythIngs a mess
everytime i look around so many things are changing
one can wonder is this because of me
cause all i see in this world is hurting and kilLng
 
Small towns Like mine having guns in them
poor old widows getting robbed for all their possitions
how can this world be safe anymore?
when will anyone ever watch out for the world
 
There Has been one question for years and yEars
still asked to this day by little kids
oh Why cant we all just get allong, they say
spread peAce, not kill, stop war, less killed
 
TV is nothing but a screan to show you hate
it cant save lives, it cant change fate, even celebrate
turn your back on it and walk out of the room
shield your kids from it to save the human race
 
Heres a message from me to you
if i cant do something then maybe, then please can you?
something has to change, it Really has to change...
cause someones going to die so lets choose our own fate
3月6日

On and On

how much longer do i have to wait
until i get to take you on another date
i wanna kiss you under the stars and the moon
then take you back into my room
 
when we get there ill stare into your eyes
you will say youve made me touch the sky
with every kiss and with every hug
gives me a feeling of on and on
 
on and on
on and on
on and on
on and on
 
miles are numbers made for maps and cars
 it just makes me appreacite you more
i wouldnt have it any other way
becuase i tell you this is on and on
 
Finally just one more thing
there are feelings inside which i can not sing
so with this kiss and this hug you should know
you found me and i found you
 
thats why we go on and on
on and on
on and on
2月21日

Trust

what is trust?
i believe its a common bond between 2 people...
but what if something happens to one of them that they loose the trust?
there are many things that can result in loosing of trust, so many that cant be explained...
there are two situations that can happen...
one person can loose the other persons trust
or something can happen to that one person and he or she looses trust in everyone
if B happens then it sure does take a lot to bring yourself around...
have you ever had something so amazing infront of you and constinantly you feel youself
putting up the brick wall infront of them????
ask yourself why??? is it because your scared of them or you dont want to get hurt again?
now if you put that aside what is left??? you will be happy and to your hope be proven wrong...
if you live in the past for too long you will miss the present and have no effect on the future...
grab hold of what you have now cause who knows how long it will be here for
2月13日

Who Wants To Be My Valentine

At first glance, thought shes too good to be true

Walking in he just didn’t have a clue

After the first ice breaker words

His body relaxed enough to stop the shake

 

As he sits there listening to her voice

A Thought Comes to his mind, “I made the right choice”

Going out for dinner in a fancy dress

Goes just right with the tie on his chest

 

The night goes from early to late

Of course they can both walk straight

Back to his house for a late night show

Just long enough so he can see her face glow

 

All weekend these two spent time together

Rain, Snow, Sun doesn’t matter the weather

They can stare at each other for hours

All she can think about are her flowers

 

Soft words speak from her lips

He listens closely with his hands on her hips

No one makes me feel the way you do

She looked away, looked back and then he knew

 

The fairy tail weekend came to an end

The trip away he always found words to send

He just wants to hold her like the week before

And hope he can have date number four

 

Valentines day is always filled with love

A day when happiness falls from above

How she feels is something he shares

Just look into the eyes of how much he cares

 

Once again, hands are placed on her hips

He closes his eyes and goes in for her lips

Its valentines day once a year

With you I have no fear

2月1日

Mexico

the waves come in and out
countless people making castles in the sand
a little girl is about to shout
i have made the tallest castle that is grand
 
the footprints in the sand tell such a great tale
even something so simple of a track from a snail
big ones, little ones they are all the same
why you ask, cause they all have a name
 
people came from all over the world
just to jump in the water and get swirled
the time is short when you are here
so drink up quick and make that glass clear
 
one corona after another causes this trip to go fast
i cant write anymore...mexico was great
 
~2006~
 
1月25日

Blank

Just as the title....Blank...Dont know what to write or say so until then no more Blogs
1月16日

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There are times i swear friends are forever

When you believe that your heart is nothing but severed

Lets take you back to months ago

And you will understand why your face should be in the snow

 

Everything was great, the music,cars and the friendship

A deal was made friendship before anything

Somehow you though nothing but shit

What happened next i swear you were going for king

 

Couldnt pass a day where you saw me as a game

It really is such a shame

Almost as i was something for you to stand upon

Go ahead, play till the end of dawn

 

Countless invites, parties, calls but you couldnt see

Causing the three to go down on one knee

Keep saying there were no calls

Until someone grabs you in the shirt and kicks you in the balls

 

One final attempt was made to set the record

Could swear you should have been put in the Phyc-Ward

Keep standing up trying to be Mr.Tough guy

Just makes me ask the question.....Why?????

 

I can be picked up and thrown around

Just take one look at me and you will think otherwise

There is only so much that can be said son...

Myself has to be saved so im done.

1月11日

Slide

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah we're gonna let it, slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away
~Goo Goo Dolls Slide~
12月29日

Pre Game NewYears

So the day is upon us and i cant wait got a little somthing planned for the big night which is a whole lot of drinking and having a good time with friends thats all it really is but of course with good music and dancing like no ones watching haha until the day after wow i dont want to be around then cause thats not going to be fun haha still though cant wait new year 2006 here we come
12月18日

LuLu's Party

Holy shit what a night lol started out normal like any oter night then i herd we were having rabbit pie and i didnt really know what to think of that but me being a nice guy lol of course i had to try it and to my supprise i actually liked it then we had a couple shots of our own creations which hit me like a huge slap in the face and it was awesome, the guitar came out and the singers were loud, hitting every note but the right one and somehow still managed to sound amazing, then came the dancing.....never again will i do it again.......
 
i danced to britteny spears and backstreet boys ahhhhhh that explains its self, fun fun anyways great night i loved it until the next one
12月8日

Take You to The Top

ever think about your ups and downs
every single sad frown
or all the times you were so high
you swore you could touch the sky
 
nothing seems to go your way
everything looks so dim and grey
your screaming for someone to lend a hand
this really isnt what you had planned
 
days, weeks, months passes
somehow everything reminds you of junior high classes
the good times start to flow through
and the feelings are inside you always knew
 
everything starts to make scence
you no longer are on the defence
old friends and new friends come around
and you say to everyone, "look what i found"
 
there are times when things are too good to be true
thats when you have to give it a review
believe what i say, and understand one thing
promice ill take you to the top when i am KING
12月5日

no name

snow is falling my hands are cold
there are many stories to be told
im freezing and so are you
lets go inside and get warm
 
let me take you jacket and put your shoes away
ill put the coffee on long enough for you to stay
if you will let me ill make you a meal
just wait and the warmth from me you will feel
 
our meal is finished and my stomach is upset
for some reason i cant stop the sweat
i wish i knew what to do next
thats it, im going in, with a kiss on the check
 
you face turns bright red then breaks to a smile
i herd a whisper, "babe have such style"
she wrapped her arms around me and said
lets go lie down in bed
 
what happened next is not something to mention
if i say anything there would be too much tension
if i kiss and told that would be no fun
lets just say i love her cause shes not like anyone
 
im standing in the middle of the hallway
its winter time so mabey we can go down the hill on the sleigh
she said thats a great idea
just after you kiss me 10 more times
 
this is not where the story ends but just begins
you see there is a twist to this story that involves twins
she says to me meet my sister
a moment passes, and she says hey mister!!!
 
--- haha dont know where that last 4 lines came fun just thought it would be worth a laugh ---
12月1日

ideas?

give me some ideas if you read this of stuff to write about and ill see what i can do its just always more fun when you write about what your friends want to hear anyways ideas away:D