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    June 02

    Last Straw

    Last Straw.....
     
    and of course you know exactly who this is written for...for how long have i been going back to you and trying to fix this problem? a while...and what do i get? not to mention your other friends? nothing....one of a kind....im saying as they call it the last straw is gone.... if you want to sort this out...lets...but dont make up excuses to why you cant be somewhere and so on
    May 23

    Website

    Hey Everyone
     
    Take a look at my website there are new pics from Sydney and another Horton party haha
     
     
    A-Town
    May 19

    talk

    if you have something to say to me...say it to me and not to someone else then it finally get to me...your 19 now...grow up...and act your age cause friends wont be around forever...the more you push them away the less they will want to come back and also maybe the ones cloest to you are going away and your so caught up in your own stuff you dont even notice....
     
    Have A Nice Day
    May 08

    Flawed Design

    When I was a young boy 
    I was honest and I had more self-control 
    If I was tempted I would run 
    Then, when I got older 
    I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted 
    When I wanted it 
    - And I wanted it 
    Now, I'm having trouble differentiating 
    Between what I want 
    And what I need 
    To make me happy 
    So instead of thinking I just stop 
    Before I have the chance to contemplate the 
    Consequences of action 
    
    And I will turn off 
    And I will shut down 
    Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground 
    And I will turn off 
    And I will shut down 
    The chemicals are restless in my head 
    
    
    'Cuz I lie 
    Not because I want to 
    But I seem to need to 
    All the time 
    Yeah, I lie 
    And I don't even know it 
    Maybe this is 
    All a part of my flawed design 
    
    
    And ever since I figured out 
    That I could control other people 
    I've had trouble sleeping 
    With both eyes closed 
    And if I asked permission 
    If I make sure it's ok 
    I promise I won't slip up this time 
    You can trust me 
    But never take advice from someone 
    Who just admitted to being devious 
    Who just confessed to treason 
    And I would ask 
    That you never ask a question 
    That I cannot ask myself 
    For it might 
    Dirty up your conscience 
    
    '
    Cuz I lie 
    Not because I want to 
    But I seem to need to 
    All the time 
    Yeah, I lie 
    And I don't even know it 
    Maybe this is 
    All a part of my - 
    
    And how can you say those things 
    Why can't you just believe? 
    And how can you say those things 
    And keep a straight face? 
    And how can you say those things 
    Why can't you just believe? 
    And how can you say those things 
    And keep a straight face? 
    
    'Cuz I lie 
    Not because I want to 
    But I seem to need to 
    All the time 
    Yeah, I lie 
    And I don't even know it 
    Maybe this is 
    All a part of my - 
    'Cuz I lie 
    And if I could control it 
    Maybe I could leave it all behind 
    Yeah, I lie 
    And I don't even know it 
    Maybe this is all a part of my 
    Flawed design
    April 03

    Grudge

    sitting infront of this computer everynight playing games...watching movies....studying...playing guitar...sounds alright? i guess so but sometimes it just sucks there are times where the mind races like i dont know but it just goes fast and you think of everything that has gone wrong and cant help but want to go back and fix those things but at the same point if they were to be fixed would we be where we are today?    no one knows that answer...
     
    still though the worst is sitting here and seeing everything unfold and the worst thing to watch is people being too stuborn (i cant spell deal with it) there are many things to hold a grudge over just too bad some people cant let things go and look at the big picture compared to taking an easy way out or a tempary fix....what can you do...then you start are you even needed anymore sure you are by the ones that care for you but what about the ones that you care for but they dont care for you anymore...dont want to talk to you but there is always days that pass where you feel something missing...being in a place away from home
     
    more random thoughts...just for people that hold grudges...fuck off...grow up...thats a little blunt but seriously look at the big picture there is more to life...
    March 23

    My WebSite

    New Pics And Pages Have Been Added
     
    March 21

    Fate

    Have you watched the news lately? well the war is still going on and lots and lots of people are dieing i just dont like to have supper and hear about that during a time were i have my feet up relaxing, so just a little something cause i hate seeing this crap...
     
     
    Ever feel liKe everythIngs a mess
    everytime i look around so many things are changing
    one can wonder is this because of me
    cause all i see in this world is hurting and kilLng
     
    Small towns Like mine having guns in them
    poor old widows getting robbed for all their possitions
    how can this world be safe anymore?
    when will anyone ever watch out for the world
     
    There Has been one question for years and yEars
    still asked to this day by little kids
    oh Why cant we all just get allong, they say
    spread peAce, not kill, stop war, less killed
     
    TV is nothing but a screan to show you hate
    it cant save lives, it cant change fate, even celebrate
    turn your back on it and walk out of the room
    shield your kids from it to save the human race
     
    Heres a message from me to you
    if i cant do something then maybe, then please can you?
    something has to change, it Really has to change...
    cause someones going to die so lets choose our own fate
    March 06

    On and On

    how much longer do i have to wait
    until i get to take you on another date
    i wanna kiss you under the stars and the moon
    then take you back into my room
     
    when we get there ill stare into your eyes
    you will say youve made me touch the sky
    with every kiss and with every hug
    gives me a feeling of on and on
     
    on and on
    on and on
    on and on
    on and on
     
    miles are numbers made for maps and cars
     it just makes me appreacite you more
    i wouldnt have it any other way
    becuase i tell you this is on and on
     
    Finally just one more thing
    there are feelings inside which i can not sing
    so with this kiss and this hug you should know
    you found me and i found you
     
    thats why we go on and on
    on and on
    on and on
    February 21

    Trust

    what is trust?
    i believe its a common bond between 2 people...
    but what if something happens to one of them that they loose the trust?
    there are many things that can result in loosing of trust, so many that cant be explained...
    there are two situations that can happen...
    one person can loose the other persons trust
    or something can happen to that one person and he or she looses trust in everyone
    if B happens then it sure does take a lot to bring yourself around...
    have you ever had something so amazing infront of you and constinantly you feel youself
    putting up the brick wall infront of them????
    ask yourself why??? is it because your scared of them or you dont want to get hurt again?
    now if you put that aside what is left??? you will be happy and to your hope be proven wrong...
    if you live in the past for too long you will miss the present and have no effect on the future...
    grab hold of what you have now cause who knows how long it will be here for
    February 13

    Who Wants To Be My Valentine

    At first glance, thought shes too good to be true

    Walking in he just didn’t have a clue

    After the first ice breaker words

    His body relaxed enough to stop the shake

     

    As he sits there listening to her voice

    A Thought Comes to his mind, “I made the right choice”

    Going out for dinner in a fancy dress

    Goes just right with the tie on his chest

     

    The night goes from early to late

    Of course they can both walk straight

    Back to his house for a late night show

    Just long enough so he can see her face glow

     

    All weekend these two spent time together

    Rain, Snow, Sun doesn’t matter the weather

    They can stare at each other for hours

    All she can think about are her flowers

     

    Soft words speak from her lips

    He listens closely with his hands on her hips

    No one makes me feel the way you do

    She looked away, looked back and then he knew

     

    The fairy tail weekend came to an end

    The trip away he always found words to send

    He just wants to hold her like the week before

    And hope he can have date number four

     

    Valentines day is always filled with love

    A day when happiness falls from above

    How she feels is something he shares

    Just look into the eyes of how much he cares

     

    Once again, hands are placed on her hips

    He closes his eyes and goes in for her lips

    Its valentines day once a year

    With you I have no fear

    February 01

    Mexico

    the waves come in and out
    countless people making castles in the sand
    a little girl is about to shout
    i have made the tallest castle that is grand
     
    the footprints in the sand tell such a great tale
    even something so simple of a track from a snail
    big ones, little ones they are all the same
    why you ask, cause they all have a name
     
    people came from all over the world
    just to jump in the water and get swirled
    the time is short when you are here
    so drink up quick and make that glass clear
     
    one corona after another causes this trip to go fast
    i cant write anymore...mexico was great
     
    ~2006~
     
    January 25

    Blank

    Just as the title....Blank...Dont know what to write or say so until then no more Blogs
    January 16

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    There are times i swear friends are forever

    When you believe that your heart is nothing but severed

    Lets take you back to months ago

    And you will understand why your face should be in the snow

     

    Everything was great, the music,cars and the friendship

    A deal was made friendship before anything

    Somehow you though nothing but shit

    What happened next i swear you were going for king

     

    Couldnt pass a day where you saw me as a game

    It really is such a shame

    Almost as i was something for you to stand upon

    Go ahead, play till the end of dawn

     

    Countless invites, parties, calls but you couldnt see

    Causing the three to go down on one knee

    Keep saying there were no calls

    Until someone grabs you in the shirt and kicks you in the balls

     

    One final attempt was made to set the record

    Could swear you should have been put in the Phyc-Ward

    Keep standing up trying to be Mr.Tough guy

    Just makes me ask the question.....Why?????

     

    I can be picked up and thrown around

    Just take one look at me and you will think otherwise

    There is only so much that can be said son...

    Myself has to be saved so im done.

    January 11

    Slide

    Could you whisper in my ear
    The things you wanna feel
    I'll give you anything
    To feel it comin'

    Do you wake up on your own
    And wonder where you are
    You live with all your faults

    I wanna wake up where you are
    I won't say anything at all
    So why don't you slide

    Yeah we're gonna let it, slide

    Don't you love the life you killed
    The priest is on the phone
    Your father hit the wall
    Your ma disowned you

    Don't suppose I'll ever know
    What it means to be a man
    Something I can't change
    I'll live around it

    And I'll do anything you ever
    Dreamed to be complete
    Little pieces of the nothing that fall
    May put your arms around me
    What you feel is what you are
    And what you are is beautiful
    May do you wanna get married
    Or run away

    And I'll do anything you ever
    Dreamed to be complete
    Little pieces of the nothing that fall
    May put your arms around me
    What you feel is what you are
    And what you are is beautiful
    May do you wanna get married
    Or run away
    ~Goo Goo Dolls Slide~
    December 29

    Pre Game NewYears

    So the day is upon us and i cant wait got a little somthing planned for the big night which is a whole lot of drinking and having a good time with friends thats all it really is but of course with good music and dancing like no ones watching haha until the day after wow i dont want to be around then cause thats not going to be fun haha still though cant wait new year 2006 here we come
    December 18

    LuLu's Party

    Holy shit what a night lol started out normal like any oter night then i herd we were having rabbit pie and i didnt really know what to think of that but me being a nice guy lol of course i had to try it and to my supprise i actually liked it then we had a couple shots of our own creations which hit me like a huge slap in the face and it was awesome, the guitar came out and the singers were loud, hitting every note but the right one and somehow still managed to sound amazing, then came the dancing.....never again will i do it again.......
     
    i danced to britteny spears and backstreet boys ahhhhhh that explains its self, fun fun anyways great night i loved it until the next one
    December 08

    Take You to The Top

    ever think about your ups and downs
    every single sad frown
    or all the times you were so high
    you swore you could touch the sky
     
    nothing seems to go your way
    everything looks so dim and grey
    your screaming for someone to lend a hand
    this really isnt what you had planned
     
    days, weeks, months passes
    somehow everything reminds you of junior high classes
    the good times start to flow through
    and the feelings are inside you always knew
     
    everything starts to make scence
    you no longer are on the defence
    old friends and new friends come around
    and you say to everyone, "look what i found"
     
    there are times when things are too good to be true
    thats when you have to give it a review
    believe what i say, and understand one thing
    promice ill take you to the top when i am KING
    December 05

    no name

    snow is falling my hands are cold
    there are many stories to be told
    im freezing and so are you
    lets go inside and get warm
     
    let me take you jacket and put your shoes away
    ill put the coffee on long enough for you to stay
    if you will let me ill make you a meal
    just wait and the warmth from me you will feel
     
    our meal is finished and my stomach is upset
    for some reason i cant stop the sweat
    i wish i knew what to do next
    thats it, im going in, with a kiss on the check
     
    you face turns bright red then breaks to a smile
    i herd a whisper, "babe have such style"
    she wrapped her arms around me and said
    lets go lie down in bed
     
    what happened next is not something to mention
    if i say anything there would be too much tension
    if i kiss and told that would be no fun
    lets just say i love her cause shes not like anyone
     
    im standing in the middle of the hallway
    its winter time so mabey we can go down the hill on the sleigh
    she said thats a great idea
    just after you kiss me 10 more times
     
    this is not where the story ends but just begins
    you see there is a twist to this story that involves twins
    she says to me meet my sister
    a moment passes, and she says hey mister!!!
     
    --- haha dont know where that last 4 lines came fun just thought it would be worth a laugh ---
    December 01

    ideas?

    give me some ideas if you read this of stuff to write about and ill see what i can do its just always more fun when you write about what your friends want to hear anyways ideas away:D