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Pics6月2日 Last StrawLast Straw.....
and of course you know exactly who this is written for...for how long have i been going back to you and trying to fix this problem? a while...and what do i get? not to mention your other friends? nothing....one of a kind....im saying as they call it the last straw is gone.... if you want to sort this out...lets...but dont make up excuses to why you cant be somewhere and so on 5月23日 WebsiteHey Everyone
Take a look at my website there are new pics from Sydney and another Horton party haha
A-Town 5月19日 talkif you have something to say to me...say it to me and not to someone else then it finally get to me...your 19 now...grow up...and act your age cause friends wont be around forever...the more you push them away the less they will want to come back and also maybe the ones cloest to you are going away and your so caught up in your own stuff you dont even notice....
Have A Nice Day 5月8日 Flawed DesignWhen I was a young boy I was honest and I had more self-control If I was tempted I would run Then, when I got older I began to lie to get exactly what I wanted When I wanted it - And I wanted it Now, I'm having trouble differentiating Between what I want And what I need To make me happy So instead of thinking I just stop Before I have the chance to contemplate the Consequences of action And I will turn off And I will shut down Burying the voices of my conscience hitting ground And I will turn off And I will shut down The chemicals are restless in my head 'Cuz I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to All the time Yeah, I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is All a part of my flawed design And ever since I figured out That I could control other people I've had trouble sleeping With both eyes closed And if I asked permission If I make sure it's ok I promise I won't slip up this time You can trust me But never take advice from someone Who just admitted to being devious Who just confessed to treason And I would ask That you never ask a question That I cannot ask myself For it might Dirty up your conscience ' Cuz I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to All the time Yeah, I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is All a part of my - And how can you say those things Why can't you just believe? And how can you say those things And keep a straight face? And how can you say those things Why can't you just believe? And how can you say those things And keep a straight face? 'Cuz I lie Not because I want to But I seem to need to All the time Yeah, I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is All a part of my - 'Cuz I lie And if I could control it Maybe I could leave it all behind Yeah, I lie And I don't even know it Maybe this is all a part of my Flawed design 4月3日 Grudgesitting infront of this computer everynight playing games...watching movies....studying...playing guitar...sounds alright? i guess so but sometimes it just sucks there are times where the mind races like i dont know but it just goes fast and you think of everything that has gone wrong and cant help but want to go back and fix those things but at the same point if they were to be fixed would we be where we are today? no one knows that answer...
still though the worst is sitting here and seeing everything unfold and the worst thing to watch is people being too stuborn (i cant spell deal with it) there are many things to hold a grudge over just too bad some people cant let things go and look at the big picture compared to taking an easy way out or a tempary fix....what can you do...then you start are you even needed anymore sure you are by the ones that care for you but what about the ones that you care for but they dont care for you anymore...dont want to talk to you but there is always days that pass where you feel something missing...being in a place away from home
more random thoughts...just for people that hold grudges...fuck off...grow up...thats a little blunt but seriously look at the big picture there is more to life... 3月21日 FateHave you watched the news lately? well the war is still going on and lots and lots of people are dieing i just dont like to have supper and hear about that during a time were i have my feet up relaxing, so just a little something cause i hate seeing this crap...
Ever feel liKe everythIngs a mess
everytime i look around so many things are changing one can wonder is this because of me cause all i see in this world is hurting and kilLng Small towns Like mine having guns in them
poor old widows getting robbed for all their possitions how can this world be safe anymore? when will anyone ever watch out for the world There Has been one question for years and yEars
still asked to this day by little kids oh Why cant we all just get allong, they say spread peAce, not kill, stop war, less killed TV is nothing but a screan to show you hate
it cant save lives, it cant change fate, even celebrate turn your back on it and walk out of the room shield your kids from it to save the human race Heres a message from me to you if i cant do something then maybe, then please can you? something has to change, it Really has to change... cause someones going to die so lets choose our own fate 3月6日 On and Onhow much longer do i have to wait
until i get to take you on another date i wanna kiss you under the stars and the moon then take you back into my room when we get there ill stare into your eyes
you will say youve made me touch the sky with every kiss and with every hug gives me a feeling of on and on on and on
on and on
on and on
on and on
miles are numbers made for maps and cars
it just makes me appreacite you more i wouldnt have it any other way becuase i tell you this is on and on Finally just one more thing
there are feelings inside which i can not sing so with this kiss and this hug you should know you found me and i found you thats why we go on and on
on and on
on and on 2月21日 Trustwhat is trust?
i believe its a common bond between 2 people...
but what if something happens to one of them that they loose the trust?
there are many things that can result in loosing of trust, so many that cant be explained...
there are two situations that can happen...
one person can loose the other persons trust
or something can happen to that one person and he or she looses trust in everyone
if B happens then it sure does take a lot to bring yourself around...
have you ever had something so amazing infront of you and constinantly you feel youself
putting up the brick wall infront of them????
ask yourself why??? is it because your scared of them or you dont want to get hurt again?
now if you put that aside what is left??? you will be happy and to your hope be proven wrong...
if you live in the past for too long you will miss the present and have no effect on the future...
grab hold of what you have now cause who knows how long it will be here for 2月13日 Who Wants To Be My ValentineAt first glance, thought shes too good to be true Walking in he just didn’t have a clue After the first ice breaker words His body relaxed enough to stop the shake
As he sits there listening to her voice A Thought Comes to his mind, “I made the right choice” Going out for dinner in a fancy dress Goes just right with the tie on his chest
The night goes from early to late Of course they can both walk straight Back to his house for a late night show Just long enough so he can see her face glow
All weekend these two spent time together Rain, Snow, Sun doesn’t matter the weather They can stare at each other for hours All she can think about are her flowers
Soft words speak from her lips He listens closely with his hands on her hips No one makes me feel the way you do She looked away, looked back and then he knew
The fairy tail weekend came to an end The trip away he always found words to send He just wants to hold her like the week before And hope he can have date number four
Valentines day is always filled with love A day when happiness falls from above How she feels is something he shares Just look into the eyes of how much he cares
Once again, hands are placed on her hips He closes his eyes and goes in for her lips Its valentines day once a year With you I have no fear 2月1日 Mexicothe waves come in and out
countless people making castles in the sand
a little girl is about to shout
i have made the tallest castle that is grand
the footprints in the sand tell such a great tale
even something so simple of a track from a snail
big ones, little ones they are all the same
why you ask, cause they all have a name
people came from all over the world
just to jump in the water and get swirled
the time is short when you are here
so drink up quick and make that glass clear
one corona after another causes this trip to go fast
i cant write anymore...mexico was great
~2006~
1月16日 .There are times i swear friends are forever When you believe that your heart is nothing but severed Lets take you back to months ago And you will understand why your face should be in the snow
Everything was great, the music,cars and the friendship A deal was made friendship before anything Somehow you though nothing but shit What happened next i swear you were going for king
Couldnt pass a day where you saw me as a game It really is such a shame Almost as i was something for you to stand upon Go ahead, play till the end of dawn
Countless invites, parties, calls but you couldnt see Causing the three to go down on one knee Keep saying there were no calls Until someone grabs you in the shirt and kicks you in the balls
One final attempt was made to set the record Could swear you should have been put in the Phyc-Ward Keep standing up trying to be Mr.Tough guy Just makes me ask the question.....Why?????
I can be picked up and thrown around Just take one look at me and you will think otherwise There is only so much that can be said son... Myself has to be saved so im done. 1月11日 SlideCould you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel I'll give you anything To feel it comin' Do you wake up on your own And wonder where you are You live with all your faults I wanna wake up where you are I won't say anything at all So why don't you slide Yeah we're gonna let it, slide Don't you love the life you killed The priest is on the phone Your father hit the wall Your ma disowned you Don't suppose I'll ever know What it means to be a man Something I can't change I'll live around it And I'll do anything you ever Dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall May put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful May do you wanna get married Or run away And I'll do anything you ever Dreamed to be complete Little pieces of the nothing that fall May put your arms around me What you feel is what you are And what you are is beautiful May do you wanna get married Or run away ~Goo Goo Dolls Slide~ 12月29日 Pre Game NewYearsSo the day is upon us and i cant wait got a little somthing planned for the big night which is a whole lot of drinking and having a good time with friends thats all it really is but of course with good music and dancing like no ones watching haha until the day after wow i dont want to be around then cause thats not going to be fun haha still though cant wait new year 2006 here we come 12月18日 LuLu's PartyHoly shit what a night lol started out normal like any oter night then i herd we were having rabbit pie and i didnt really know what to think of that but me being a nice guy lol of course i had to try it and to my supprise i actually liked it then we had a couple shots of our own creations which hit me like a huge slap in the face and it was awesome, the guitar came out and the singers were loud, hitting every note but the right one and somehow still managed to sound amazing, then came the dancing.....never again will i do it again.......
i danced to britteny spears and backstreet boys ahhhhhh that explains its self, fun fun anyways great night i loved it until the next one 12月8日 Take You to The Topever think about your ups and downs
every single sad frown
or all the times you were so high
you swore you could touch the sky
nothing seems to go your way
everything looks so dim and grey
your screaming for someone to lend a hand
this really isnt what you had planned
days, weeks, months passes
somehow everything reminds you of junior high classes
the good times start to flow through
and the feelings are inside you always knew
everything starts to make scence
you no longer are on the defence
old friends and new friends come around
and you say to everyone, "look what i found"
there are times when things are too good to be true
thats when you have to give it a review
believe what i say, and understand one thing
promice ill take you to the top when i am KING 12月5日 no namesnow is falling my hands are cold
there are many stories to be told
im freezing and so are you
lets go inside and get warm
let me take you jacket and put your shoes away
ill put the coffee on long enough for you to stay
if you will let me ill make you a meal
just wait and the warmth from me you will feel
our meal is finished and my stomach is upset
for some reason i cant stop the sweat
i wish i knew what to do next
thats it, im going in, with a kiss on the check
you face turns bright red then breaks to a smile
i herd a whisper, "babe have such style"
she wrapped her arms around me and said
lets go lie down in bed
what happened next is not something to mention
if i say anything there would be too much tension
if i kiss and told that would be no fun
lets just say i love her cause shes not like anyone
im standing in the middle of the hallway
its winter time so mabey we can go down the hill on the sleigh
she said thats a great idea
just after you kiss me 10 more times
this is not where the story ends but just begins
you see there is a twist to this story that involves twins
she says to me meet my sister
a moment passes, and she says hey mister!!!
--- haha dont know where that last 4 lines came fun just thought it would be worth a laugh --- 12月1日 ideas?give me some ideas if you read this of stuff to write about and ill see what i can do its just always more fun when you write about what your friends want to hear anyways ideas away:D 11月29日 Little Annas Christmasthe music is playing familys are together
the holidays is perfect for this kind of weather
everyone look at little anna at the tree
shes on daddys shoulders making the angel free
something about this time of year
the joy people bring is something to cheer
the first idea is to finish the decorations
just after i give mom these carnations
lets hold onto this moment forever
just as long as we stay together
spending this holiday season with you
is something nothing can compare to
when christmas monring rolls around
little anna screams, "look what i found"
she opens the present with huge rosy red cheeks
its a little puppy and everyone listens as it speaks
such a little life in a world so big
its so tiny and arledy it wants to dig
shes holds that puppy so close
she said thanks santa its what i wanted the most
hold onto this moment cause it doesnt last forever
comes around once a year but however
the joy christmas brings with family and friends
the smiles laughs and goodtimes will never end
- Christmas Is Coming -
If your feeling lonley this christmas remember family will always be there for you
11月28日 guitar what an instrunment, filled with so many songs
all you have to do is listen and will take away your wrongs
bestfriends sitting together with smiles on their faces
dreaming about going to big places
the guitar can play songs to get you on your feet
make you dance until you feel the beat
dance dance dance all night long
and you say please just one more song
dance dance dance all night long
cause all night youll be singing my song
it brings people together in a way like no other
sometimes it can make you feel like your a big broher
all it wants to do it ring
loud enough for everybody to sing
guitars are all over the world in whatever shape or form
if your upset, play a nice slow song and it gets you feeling nice and warm
sitting next to the woodstove with the flames burning
watching the snow come as the seasons are turning
the guitar can play songs to get you on your feet
make you dance until you feel the beat
dance dance dance all night long
and you say please just one more song
dance dance dance all night long
cause all night youll be singing my song Guitar has so much power
can feel like the colour black yet sound like a flower
play it for days and days thinking and laughing
ill finish the song under the old oak tree swinging
life is so precous looking at lifes little creatures
everything can me amazing by different features
all it takes is to play the right chord on the guitar
just enough to take you to a far
all it takes is to play the right chord on the guitar
-Guitars-
11月27日 drinksthis weekend started out with a long drive home and we planned on going to the dome that brilliant idea was shortly postponed i just looked at the ground and groaned
later that night turned out to be quite the time got all the booze ready with the tequila and the wonderful lime turned on the fireplace and had that fire burning smokin hot i put one more log in, a spark hit my hand, and felt like id been shot
as the night went on we got more and more drunk i had an idea to run outside and sit in joshs trunk bad idea its cold, raining and im warm inside so im stariting to feel a little sick mabey i need a drinking guide
one beer, 2 beer, 3 beer more im running out and i need to get more from the store there is vodka upstairs mabey ill take a walk over there
i think you can guess the rest grabbed the vodka, sat on the couch and made a little nest woke up this morning with a throbbing head just so happy i was sitting in bed
11月24日 lifetell me why everytime i decide to write in this its like 12 at night time and im getting up for school the next morning? well it just doesnt make any scence but oh well um...so yeah...friends are a topic on my mind a lot lately for various reasons. at first i was stressed out about it all but then decided to sit back and look at who the real ones are and even now i hvae second thoughts sometimes but then it hits me its the ones who talks to you and they can put everything aside and tlak like nothing has ever happened where it be personal shit in their lifes or me just being so upset, a true friend will listen and tlak no matter what...
a true friend is someone i can hold close
they are a person who knows the most
a budd, a friend anyone who can give a good toast,
also they will stop you from waling into that POST!!!!!!!
...(shit man you walked right into it you alright?)
I am seeing stars shooting from everywhere
should i get up on my own? i hear a voice.."dont you dare!"
i feel a hand on my back and its something that is very rare,
my best friend looks down on me with a nice friendly glare
let me lift you up and get you to your feet
and get you home, in your bed, off this dirty street
as we walk home i hear a quiet sound "tweet tweet"
thats just my head spinning like ive been beat
I get into my house with the music playing
he helps me on the couch where i start praying.
"please never take my friends away from me", he finishes saying
when im back on my feet ill be ready to grab your hand and look up at you glaring
Best Friends Will Live Forever
11月23日 DestinyAs i sit in bed i try to remember faces
also the key places
some faces i cant remember voices
just empty sounds with no spaces
its ok because i dont wanna hear them anyways
ive packed, moved on to new places
Part 1 is done now, a select few have come
up opens part 2 for only a select few.
This is my destiny and my faces
so either your in out your out
and come allong with me to new places |
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